Kiara
Her apartment hasn't changed overly much since the last time he'd been there.
There's
the same stark white walls with their large canvases of bold red and
black abstracts dominating most; the same tidy, tiny kitchen and large
windows overlooking the intersection of the city below; the curtains
left open so that the first glimpses of moonlight will spill across the
floorboards.
There is one change, however. The
bedroom door belonging to Kiara's often absent room mate stands open,
now. The room within sparse; furnishings that spoke of another presence
within it recently removed. The bed made but untouched; there's a sense
of departure about it; an unspoken, perhaps recent change.
There's
more of Kiara here than ever, though. From the stacks of magazines and
empty coffee cups to the bottles of wine on the counter and a single;
solitary wineglass. There's more greenery perhaps, too. An over sized
fern on a small side table beside one window; its leaves vibrant and
thriving; the reach of it suggestive of encouragement; a needling by the
Verbena's hands. There's herbs lined up along her counter top;
wildflowers in a vase on her coffee table and a small space cleared in a
corner; the makings of some sort of home made shrine; a low table with a
velvet cloth drawn over it; a mortar and pestle set on it; blades and
bundles of tied tried herbs; an assortment of crystals and chalk.
To
the uninitiated; to the unknowing who come to Kiara simply for mundane
healing; she must seem a fascination; this dark eyed woman with hands
that seemed to know where to press (or not press, as the case often was)
and how to soothe their bodies. To some in her past; she'd been a
source of both amusement and trepidation.
She makes no move to
disguise it, though. That much was a constant with her. She bore no
hesitation or shame for what she was or how she believed. Perhaps it was
why she had yet to find the situation where she resisted the urge to
needle the likes of Arionna. To push and provoke and ask - why, why not.
-
She
sets a lamp on when they arrive; lets it bathe her apartment in soft;
warm light and toes her sneakers off by the door; drops a set of keys in
a dish and tears an ipod from her arm with the soft rending of Velcro.
"I didn't ask but - Arionna." Kiara moves into the lounge and sets a
second lamp on; it bathes her in light; casting starker shadows beneath
her eyes as she looms beside it; the dip of her collarbones; the
consideration in her eyes at mention of the other girl.
"That's recent. It's - harsh."
Ian
Ian
removed his hat when he stepped through the door, sliding a hand
through his hair to smooth out any lingering flatness. He tossed the hat
somewhere (a hook, a table, a counter,) and took a moment to let his
eyes roam over the interior of Kiara's apartment. It was bigger than his
own. Ian had never mentioned that. Nor had she ever been to his place
to see it for herself. Perhaps one day she would ask about it. Perhaps
one day he would invite her of his own accord. Perhaps not.
The
space was mostly as he remembered it. The second bedroom got a sparing
glance though (the feeling of emptiness it contained.) Ian regarded the
open door quietly for a moment before letting his eyes refocus on Kiara.
She
mentioned Arionna (her blindness) and Ian nodded. The gesture had a
subtle gravity to it. Arionna herself might not claim the sacrifice as a
tragedy, and perhaps it wasn't. But Ian understood the weight that a
loss like that could carry. "She said she gave it up willingly. A
sacrifice, like you hear in folk tales." He came up behind Kiara, but
did not try to touch her. There was a certain draw, though. A
fascination with her space.
"She's handling it better than I would."
Kiara
"That's
quite the sacrifice." There's a measure of admiration in it; of a kind
that could almost seem begrudging and probably not anything she'd
outright say in the other woman's presence. Her feelings about her are
not quite yet in the same extreme as Grace's but - there's a definite
edge of bemusement as she turns; finds Ian in her space there; housed
between a low side table and the overstuffed cushions of her well loved
sofa bed.
She'd offered it once, in passing, to Kalen. To any of them, when they'd still mostly been strangers to her.
"Is
it cruel that part of me isn't surprised? She's - " She pauses; her
smile gathering potency as she sinks down onto the sofa; cups the back
of her neck with a palm; presses her elbow into the back of the sofa and
slides her other hand around his; pulls him down without force; the
subtle suggestion that he come; if he chose to.
" - There are
worse things to lose, I suppose." She traces his face; sets some
internal measurement by the slope of his cheekbones; the strength of his
jaw. The shift and play of his body beneath his clothing. "You feel
different, too." She doesn't say what strikes her the most about him in
the low lamplight. Doesn't say you're beautiful, but there's the suggestion that she's admiring it. Him.
The change. The way he seems starker; more in focus than before.
"Must be the season for it."
Ian
She
pulled him down with her onto the sofa, and Ian relaxed into the
cushions as though he belonged there, facing her with one arm slung over
the back. His skin had a warm tan that hadn't been there over the
winter. At close proximity it radiated soft heat (as hers did.)
"There are," he conceded. "But I hope for her sake that she finds it again, some day."
Kiara
traced the lines of his face; said that he felt different too. Did not
say, but thought, that he was beautiful. Surely someone like Ian didn't
need anyone to tell him that. He had to know, of course. He heard it
often enough. Saw it in the way that strangers' eyes sometimes lingered
on him. Surely he looked in the mirror every day and recognized what he
saw there, objectively. It wasn't really a question of whether or not he
knew. Because there was a difference between being told by some
modeling agent or a stranger in a bar that you're beautiful, and having
someone you'd been intimate with look at you and touch you the way that
Kiara was doing now. A difference in weight (in meaning.) A difference
in the way he felt it.
"I am," was his quiet reply. He tilted
his jaw into her hand and closed his eyes for a moment. When he opened
them, he looked at her (watched her watching him.) "So are you."
Once
- the first time they'd come back here like this, the first time they'd
been together - he'd told her that it wasn't the rejuvenating part of
her that he was interested in. Perhaps she remembered that. But whatever
he'd meant by it then, he hardly seemed disinterested now. A lot of
things had changed since then.
"I like the way you feel now."
His
hand found hers - the one cupped at the back of her neck - and he
traced a finger along the line of her wrist and up over her knuckles.
Then he asked, as though the thought had only just occurred to him,
"Does anyone ever offer to give you a massage?"
Because Kiara gave them, surely. Given what she did for a living.
Kiara
Objectively, they were both attractive people.
Neither
one of them struggled to draw attention in a crowd, in a bar, at any
given time they could pull focus; in both the most flattering and
unwanted ways. It could be said that Kiara, for her part, pursued it;
played with the fact she knew she possessed the power to; draw eyes;
hold attention. But for all her outward flirtations and confident, easy
manner - there was far more beneath it that was not wholly without flaw;
there were cracks that ran through her.
Chinks and bruising and vulnerabilities; she was just better at disguising them than some.
Like
this, though, in private, without curious eyes or games to play; with
her own personal armor removed; softened at the edges somehow; she
seemed comfortable with allowing the uncertainties their room to exist,
to flit across her face; find temporary refuge in her eyes; the edge of a
smile. Maybe with Ian, it seemed safe to be imperfect. "Beltane was
interesting this year." She concedes as he touches her wrist; feels the
delicate bones and tendons beneath the skin when she shifts just so;
feels the skitter of her pulse; sees the tiny veins mapping beneath the
surface.
There's a smile that blooms across her mouth when he
asks if anyone ever gives her a massage and she shifts; draws her wrist
out from behind her neck enough to catch the edge of his hand; to stroke
a thumb delicately across the surface of his skin. "Once, as part of a
proposition." Her eyebrows wing upward; there's a gleam set in her eyes
that suggests exactly what kind of proposition that had been.
"I
was younger, naive enough to think that would never happen. But
generally - no. I think people are too scared I'd judge their
technique." She tilts her head; her hair still bound back in a ponytail;
but strands coming loose through wear; catching in the edges of her
running gear.
"Why, are you offering?"
And if there's a hint of a challenge to that, it may not be without intention.
Ian
"I
am." The edges of his lips turned up (almost a smile.) He might have
made a joke there. Almost did, actually. But something about the
softness of the moment made it feel... like the wrong thing to say.
Perhaps they were both more willing to be imperfect. "Given what you
just told me, I wish I'd offered sooner."
Nobody deserved that - to be deprived of a healing touch. Though he wasn't trained in it the same way that she was.
"Turn around. Take off your shirt."
There was a soft glimmer of flirtation in his eyes, but he let it stay muted.
Kiara
What she doesn't say, of course, is that there's an implied intimacy to it.
Laying
your hands on another person's body to heal them, even a stranger's,
requires a certain degree of trust. To believe that the one who you let
yourself be, even temporarily, vulnerable before wouldn't take
advantage; wouldn't cause more harm than good. Physically or otherwise.
There is a beat there, after she poses the question (challenge) to him
that something flickers across her eyes when he says yes.
Something like surprise, perhaps. Something like uncertainty.
It's
there and gone so fast that; after she complies with that challenging
little smile lingering on; it could be mistaken for something else. A
mistake; a misinterpretation of the moment.
"Well, it's definitely one way to get my clothes off."
She
does twist, though. Resettles with her back toward him and draws her
skin tight shirt over her head; unties the hoodie around her waist and
tosses both off to the side where they snag the edge of the coffee
table. Beneath; the Verbena's shoulders are criss-crossed with marks
where the fabric had sat; snug against her body. Her tattoo is revealed;
the black ink standing out against her complexion. He's seen it before
of course; no doubt traced the familiar curl of it; the choku rei; the power symbol of the reiki healer.
Kiara
settles herself cross legged in front of him and dips her chin; turning
to half-glance over a shoulder at him; in many women; it would have
been the moment for a beguiling, coy look. A flirtatious invitation to
come closer, or put his hands on her. She doesn't do that, at least, not
right now. But he can see the arch of her spine as she straightens it;
see the way her body shifts as she breathes in.
There's
something anticipatory about it; the way she sits. Expectant but not
demanding. As if it were an offering, her trust. And maybe it was.
Ian
[Life 1, diff 4 (coincidental) -1 (practiced)]
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Ian
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Ian
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Ian
“I don’t think I need to make up an
excuse for that,” Ian pointed out, quietly amused. If he noticed the
look that flashed across her eyes, he didn’t draw attention to it.
Instead he toed off his boots and shifted into a crouched position on
the sofa, sliding forward so his knees pressed in at either side of
Kiara’s hips. The proximity felt intimate, and he took a moment to bow
his head and look at her; at the curling tattoo inked into her skin, the
fading marks left behind by her running clothes, the angled lines of
her shoulder blades and the subtle shift of muscle and vertebrae. He ran
the backs of his knuckles slowly down the length of her spine. On the
way up, he traced a finger over the strokes of her tattoo. Then he
leaned back and pulled off his shirt.
As something of an
afterthought, he undid her hair and let it spill down over her back,
brushing the length of it away from her neck so that it lay across one
shoulder (out of the way of where his hands needed to be.) Then he
pressed his thumbs into the muscle at the base of her spine and slid his
hands up, slowly. He used the contact as a focus, concentrating on the
shape of her pattern, the balance of scents on her skin, the steady
pulse of her heart beneath her ribcage – until he could feel the lines
of tension in her muscles as clearly as though they were his own.
There
was a care to the way he worked that spoke – not of training, exactly –
but of knowledge and focus. They were both Life mages. They were both
intimately familiar with the workings of the human body. Where to push,
and where not to. When to apply pressure and when to touch softly. He
was quiet (meditative, even) as he worked his hands over her back and up
onto her neck and shoulders. There was a rhythm (a pattern) to it:
long, slow sweeps of his hands followed by more intense, isolated
pressure in the places that needed it. Gradually, a sensation of calming
warmth began to spread out from the places where his fingers touched,
radiating across her skin and deep into her muscles.
Perhaps
she’d used that trick before too. It was a natural progression, as
instinctive as the stroke of his thumb over her skin (touching her with
his mind as well as his hands.) If anyone asked, Ian would never think
to define himself as a healer. It wasn’t an identity that he cared to
step into. But in isolated moments like these, when the weight of
expectation drained away and his attention was captured completely by
another person, it no longer became an issue of how he saw himself – but
of what he wanted to express.
(And he could heal. He’d proven that much with Jo and Lavinia in the park last week.)
When
he was done, he slid his hands up into her hair and massaged the base
of her scalp, moving slowly up over the crown of her head and down to
her temples. Then he bent forward and kissed the back of her neck
gently.
Kiara
She's very still under his hands at first.
He
can trace the tension in her frame; the careful way she's holding
herself all along the curve of her spine; feel the resistance in the
slope of her shoulders; the tightness in her neck before he draws the
elastic from her hair; lets it spill forward in heavy waves over her
shoulders, when he sweeps it out of his way, she gathers it together;
twists it and keeps it; twines it into a loose spiral to contain the
wild tenancy of it. The willfulness to drift and fall and arrange itself
as it saw fit when unbound.
She takes a breath when he starts
to work; ribcage expanding underneath the journey his palms take; her
heart beating a steady time to the mapping of his fingers over the shape
of her shoulders; feeling the size and breadth and shape of the
tension, coiled within each muscle. The trapezius, the deltoids,
smoothing down to the latissimus and returning. Kiara knows each one he
sets his palms to; presses in with his fingertips against; draws a tiny,
subvocal sound from her on, just once, a small aborted movement that
somehow encapsulated so many things (there, yes, keep going).
He doesn't consider himself a healer.
But
he can heal, though this feels starkly different to the last time.
There's no desperation; no panic; no blood and bruising. He sets his
hands on her and loosens the knots of tension; feels her body shift and
bend like a reed in the wind; slides his fingers into her hair when he's
done and deposits a kiss to her neck. There's no mirror in Kiara's
lounge room to easily glimpse her face where it's turned from him but
the lamp casts its own reflection against the window; throws back the
impression of them; his body curled behind her; twined shadows; one with
her arms folded against herself; keeping herself. She leans back;
cranes her face back until she can find the edge of his jaw; chases the
suggestion of a kiss there with her words; a quiet susurrus breathed
against the slope of it.
"Thank you."
Her fingers
find the slope of his arm; trace lightly along the curve of it. The
caress is absent; familiar and intimate. "My sister left." Her
confession too, is absent. A quiet admission. "There was a time not that
long ago I'd probably have gone with her."
Ian
There
was something about Kiara’s hair that reminded him, a little, of
someone he used to know (though he would never have mistaken the two of
them otherwise.) It hit him sometimes when he was touching it – this
faded echo of sense memory. Funny, the things the mind chooses to hold
onto.
Some people melt under the influence of the right kind
of touch; go all loose and limp and vocal in their enjoyment. Ian wasn’t
really expecting that from Kiara. She was… more like him (subtle,
contained.) But something about her body language, and that quiet trust
she placed in him, hit an answering note below his sternum.
When
she leaned back, he closed his eyes for a moment, feeling the butterfly
weight of her lips and the whispered utterance of her thanks against
his jaw. There was an equally subtle suggestion of a smile when he
hummed his reply.
He shifted on the sofa, untucking his knees
so that he could slide in close with his chest to her back and his legs
folded on either side of her body. One of his arms snaked loosely
around her stomach. Kiara would be able to feel the slow drum of his
heartbeat.
“What made you stay?”
Kiara
There's
a silence after he asks what made her stay. In many ways, it's a
dangerous question. In years gone by, the posing of it would have been
enough to cause her to draw away; to bank the light in her eyes and
slide back into steady place the intangible (but so very real) walls
she'd long since erected around herself to keep certain things at bay.
There's a necessity to it, the distance; the shielding between the
emotions and the rest of the world. For as open and vibrant and alive a creature Kiara was - she was so very careful about the ways she gave of herself.
So much of her was there,
presented without pretense or presumption but the darker sides; the
hurt and the rage and the shadow that lived and breathed under her skin;
built by loss and fostered by fear; was caged somewhere behind the
bright smiles and quick flashes of wit and she kept it hidden from
nearly all of them.
In some ways, the pretenses were so easily mistaken for reality.
Her
fingers slow on the upward stroke along his skin; opening it to the
briefest abrasion of her fingernails; then resume. She can feel the heat
of his skin pressed along her back; his heartbeat; the solid anchor of
his arm around her. There's something infinitely frightening in it to
her; the weight of his arm around her; keeping her stationary; holding
her there. Here. With him. Perhaps the same reason she trusted him to
put his hands on her to heal is the reason the panic doesn't intensify;
is nothing more than the momentary pause before she answers.
"Sadie
asked the same thing. She was here after I - after Beltane. I came home
and her suitcase was open on the bed. She knew, already. She'd felt it.
We're connected, in this way." She slides the tips of her fingers down
over his knuckles; tracing the rise of each. "We always have been. I can
feel her out there. She said she wasn't going to ask but she wanted me
to go with her, I knew she did."
A beat; he can hear the
twinge of regret in her voice. "She's still looking for a reason to stop
running. Leaving felt too easy." She smiles, just a touch and he can
hear that, too. "I guess I like a challenge."
Ian
He
was still cued in to the subtle shift and response of Kiara's pattern.
Her heartbeat was a rhythmic cadence beside him, so perhaps he noticed
the brief tick of not-quite-fear that rose when he put his arm around
her. Did it make her pulse jump? Did her body go still, the way her
fingers ceased their steady caress of his arm? There was an equally
subtle response in him, not a retreat but a relaxation of posture. His
hold on her was loose, despite the proximity. The muscles in his body
were quiet and still. It would have been easy to push him away - to
nudge his knee or lift his arm.
For the moment, she let him
remain. Perhaps it meant something, perhaps it didn't. There was a time
when Ian would not have done this. It was too close to a kind of
intimacy that he often found... suffocating. Just then, he wasn't
thinking of it so consciously. Perhaps that was intentional. Moments of
vulnerability could be so easily shattered.
Especially for him. And for her.
Ian didn't like to talk about family. Even the word: sister was
hard for him to utter. Kiara spoke about Sadie - about what it felt
like to realize that the two of them might be headed down different
paths. And it was, in some respects, an alien feeling to him. But in
other respects, he understood her all too well (the loss, the
distance... having to learn to let go.)
She said she liked a
challenge. He tilted his head against the sofa and smiled. The
expression was tinted with subtle complexities.
"I think I figured that out about you a while ago." There was a beat as he breathed. Thinking. Listening to her heart.
"What were you like when you were younger?"
Kiara
"Stubborn.
A little arrogant. Impulsive." There's a pause, he can hear the huff of
amusement as she breathes out; the catch in her breathing as she does.
"In some ways that hasn't changed, but - " She opens her palm
over his arm, let's the heat seep into his skin where she lays it flat
against him. "My father was - is - a doctor. My mother was this
Manhattan socialite. They got married as much because they were a
financial match as they even remotely tolerated one another. They had me
because it made sense."
The way she speaks of them; her
parents; her past; there's a disconnection that's tangible. Not quite
disgust, but close. Incomprehension (it strayed rather close to pity).
"But
I never really fit them. I was just another fancy toy they wanted for
the sake of appearances." She shifts, then. Twists lightly in the cradle
of his body so that she's half on top of him; her hair falling over her
shoulders; it pools over his chest and the Verbena's eyes focus on the
mapping of her fingers over his heart; there's a smile that plays at the
edges of her mouth, feeling the steady pulse of his heart beating
beneath skin and muscle and bone.
"They said jump and how high
and I - refused." She lifts her chin, meeting his eyes. There's a
flicker of old grief in them but she doesn't conceal it. Doesn't seem as
if she's trying to. At least this time. "I spent a lot of time in
clubs. Some of the first people I met after I joined the Verbena were -
not that unlike Sera." Kiara's mouth tugs into a brighter smile as she
slides her other hand along his shoulder. The physicality of it; of
laying her hands on his body as she talks of her past seems to help.
Grounding
her in the now. "I was a little wild. And then I got wilder." She
skates her fingers over the base of his neck; slides it down to rest
across the flat of his belly. "Just in ways that made more sense. What
about you?" She punctuates the question with laying her chin down near
his stomach; braced on her arms.
"Something tells me younger Ian has all the stories."
Ian
Almost, he said: so you haven't changed much.
But then Kiara beat him to it. She spoke of her parents, of the
fundamental disconnect between her life and theirs. One could speak of
these things as one would any other fact of one's life - cool,
observational. But what kind of revelation was that for a child to have?
To not truly be seen as a human being by their own parents? To not be
wanted and loved in the way that parents are supposed to want and love
their children? Ian knew someone else like that once. It had made her
detached and destructive. (One could argue they'd been rather a good
match for each other, at the time.)
Kiara shifted on the sofa,
turning to face him. His gaze slid down the planes of her chest for a
moment, then back up to her eyes. Her hands on his skin had a grounding
effect on both of them, and not for the first time he found himself
immediately aware of the similarity in the way that they spoke (not just
with words, but with touch.) She finally settled lower, and his eyes
cast down to watch her.
Something tells me younger Ian has all the stories.
There was a ghost of a smile at that, but it didn't reach his eyes.
"It
depends on when you would have met me. When I was young I was... moody
and stubborn and independent. I took ballet and, briefly, piano lessons,
and shockingly that did not make me seem cool among the preteen boys of
central Chicago. So I mostly made friends with girls. When I got older I
was... kind of a handful. Typical teenage shit, I guess. I snuck out.
Got into fights..." he shrugged lightly. There were pieces missing from
this story, the way he was telling it.
"I was cruel, later. Fucked up and self-destructive. That isn't really a story you want to hear."
There
was a long beat of silence. Almost, he looked like he might say
something else, but then his expression changed and he said, "I was in a
band for like three seconds. Anyway, after high school I got into
Rutger's and moved to New Jersey. I tried Juilliard but... couldn't
afford it. Even with the scholarship. Rutger's was a good school though.
Even if it was in Jersey." His mouth turned up into a smirk there. "I
met some Verbena out there."
Kiara
There are
things they leave out. Phantoms of their pasts that dance and twist
around the parts of their prior lives they do share; they do give
voice to. Like shadows flickering and cast back by the fire; reflecting
nothing more or less than what existed and was tangible but distorted;
misshapen and misleading, with the right circumstances; at the right
moment. Kiara's not insensible to the fact he doesn't say it all. That
there are moments of silence; protracted beats where it feels like
there's indecision; an internal coin flip about what to admit and what
to abstain from sharing.
There's a recklessness to it, after
all. Letting another person in. As contained and private and careful as she is (as they both could be) there's part of her that relishes
it. Letting go of the tight grasp she has on those facets of her past;
giving temporarily; fleeting glances into the shadowy aspects of
herself. It's not the whole truth; it's hand picked pieces from them
both but - she watches him tell it. Looking up at his face in the
lamplight; the slide of shadows where they fall across his brow;
cheekbone.
Looks down at one point; dark lashes fanning her cheeks; her hand still working over his body with light; cursory intent.
I was cruel, later.
Her eyes shift back to his face; there's something inscrutable about
the way she reacts to that; this tiny, fractional gleam in eyes that
seem nearly black where she's stretched out; the way she's not quite
smiling but there's the idea of something around her mouth. That isn't really a story you want to hear
and she's staring up at him; that expression on her face momentarily
turns to rapt focus (potentially even something darker; a crude hunger
to hear more about the destructiveness under his skin).
"Maybe
I do want to." She leans up; sits up and looms over him; hair spilling
to blot out the warm light; her voice close; quiet; hands bracketing him
beneath her weight and there it again, with Kiara. The sense of the
predator; for all that he was one himself, in his own ways.
"When you want to tell it. The fucked up parts don't scare me."
Ian
The fucked up parts don't scare me.
Ian's
eyes seemed unreadable. He held her gaze, dark irises reflecting the
lamplight. Gradually, he shifted to dislodge her weight. When he got to
his feet, he paced slowly toward the window.
This was a way of
speaking too, perhaps. Finding his space after they'd been so close.
Creating this buffer of distance in which he could collect his thoughts
without being overwhelmed by the warmth and the nearness of her. When he
got to the window, he looked down at the city. The lights cast shadows
over the planes of his chest.
"I killed someone right before I
met you. I don't know if you heard about Victoria Drake. Alexander shot
her. He probably would have killed her if I hadn't, but she was trying
to kill him too and I wasn't going to wait to give her that chance." He
turned around; looked at Kiara with this quiet, measured gaze. "She felt
like you did. Hungry. Devouring. And then I saw you in that gallery and
all I wanted to do was fuck you until I forgot who I was. I'm pretty
sure a shrink would have a field day with that."
He paced back to the couch, but didn't sit down.
"I
used to have scars." He touched a place on the inside of his right
forearm, then his shoulder, his bicep, his chest. "They were gone after I
Woke Up. I guess we get good at erasing those things." This time when
he met her eyes, something in his gaze changed. "I want to fuck you now.
But for different reasons."
Kiara
He shifts
her and she doesn't fight it; just sits back; somehow no less composed
and comfortable for the fact she's half naked; the low light in the
apartment bathing her skin; the hollow dip of her collarbones; the high
arch of a cheekbone; the point of her chin. There's something altogether
sharp about Kiara; the way she's put together; as if honed to be just
this side of wild; a little too beautiful to be sweet; a little too
reckless to be wise.
Clever, perhaps. In the ruthless, capricious way nature could be.
He
turns his back on her at the window but he cannot, for all the physical
space he puts between them, escape the weight of her gaze; the
intensity of her attention. It's completely his in the moment and that
was - too much. He killed someone before he met her and she's so quiet
and still that when he turns back to meet her eyes it could have been
mistaken for shock. He could have anticipated mistrust; betrayal;
disgust.
He doesn't get any of them from her; just those dark eyes and that same keen, attentive look.
He
paces back to the couch; doesn't sit but stands in front of her and
touches points on his body that once bore scars. Forearm. Shoulder.
Bicep. Chest. That stirs her; brings her chin up. "I saw my mentor just
after she was killed. Her body was still warm. There were feathers
everywhere. They tore up the pillows and they were just floating there. I
put my fingers over her eyes to close them. I buried her." She's
measured as she says all this, each point like a weight; balancing some
scale.
Tipping it in someone's favor; perhaps neither of theirs.
She
uncurls herself from the sofa; gets to her feet but doesn't touch him.
He can feel the warmth radiating from her body; the insistence of her
eyes. "I've had blood on my hands. People I cared about. You killed her
before she did you. Or Alexander. I would have done the same thing."
He wants to fuck her now.
"I
would have killed the person who took Aisling's life if I could have. I
don't think I'd even have hesitated." She runs her eyes over his face.
"For the right person, I don't think I would. Maybe that makes me as bad
as they are." Her eyes drop to his mouth. "Maybe it just means there's
no good side."
Ian
[WP - stay present, Ian]
Dice: 7 d10 TN8 (1, 4, 7, 7, 8, 8, 10) ( success x 3 )
Ian
He
didn't really expect shock - not from her. Betrayal... perhaps. But
neither of them had been under any illusions about what that night
meant. It was many things: wild, visceral, liberating in a sense.
Sensual, exploratory. All of those things that good sex can be. But
neither of them had said, at the end: we should get coffee. Or: tell me
about your life. People exorcised all kinds of demons in the throes of
physical release.
And yet, they were talking about their lives now.
Kiara
saw her mentor's body. In that moment, painting this picture of torn
pillows, she was braver and more honest than Ian had ever been with her.
(Than he ever was with most people.)
Almost, he had to look
away. Not because of what she said, but because of what it reminded him
of. Different images. Ghosts of things he was never actually there to
see, but painted such a vivid picture of in his mind that he remembered
them now as though they'd really happened. Somehow he didn't. Somehow he
kept his eyes on hers and did not drift into that other place.
"I'm sorry."
It didn't sound like pity or platitude. It sounded like empathy - like respect for the value of life, and of family.
"There isn't a good side. We just do the best we can with what we have."
Ian
lifted his hand and touched the back of Kiara's wrist. His fingers
found hers slowly, threaded through them, but did not hold. If she'd
been anyone else he would have put his arms around her. Instead he put
his other hand on her hip and leaned forward until his head rested
against hers. Only then did his fingers tighten their grip, bringing
their hands together.
"We don't have to." he said quietly. As though to dismiss what he'd said a moment ago (I want to fuck you now.)
Kiara
It's in her to say something dismissive to that.
To say isn't that why you came here,
to bite the hand of someone trying to penetrate her defenses. If he'd
been another person, another lover, she might have. Might have dealt
cruelty to spare herself (spare him) the potential for attachment. The
potential for vulnerability when it came to another person.
Maybe
it's that he doesn't put his arms around her; doesn't coddle her
admission with denials that she could be as bad as the ones who killed
and were killed at their hands; at others hands. Maybe it's that he
doesn't take her in his arms and make the presumption that he can. Maybe
it's purely that she understands the want to. The need to remind yourself that you were alive; that the present counted; that the past couldn't be changed.
We don't have to.
She
sets a hand on the small of his back; slides it up; tracing the
curvature of his spine; feeling the shift and play of musculature
beneath the surface. "I know." Her hand finds his face, then. Pulls back
far enough to cup the side of his jaw; trace a thumb over his mouth.
Tightens her fingers where he'd taken hers; squeezes down and then leans in and kisses him; her hand on his face like a brand.
"I know we don't."
Ian
She
wouldn't have been wrong in saying it. And he wouldn't have faulted
her. Though he probably would have changed - become more the person he
was when she first met him. (The person who didn't think his soul was in
need of rejuvenation.)
There was always a hint of claiming to the way that Kiara kissed. As though her lips and her hand could proclaim: this is what I want, now, in this moment.
They
were balanced now on the edge of so many emotions. Grief, affection,
desire. There was no guidebook for how to navigate that kind of chaos.
And yet, they grounded each other.
And Ian thought, but did not say: You feel like gravity.
So
he kissed her back, exhaling against her lips. When they leaned into
each other, her breasts touched his chest, this subtle soft press on his
skin. When he pulled back, he kissed the place where her pulse beat at
the hollow of her throat. Then he turned and led them into her bedroom,
keeping hold of her hand as they walked.
Ian
The day was pleasantly warm, if a bit cloudy.
Above the trees, the sky was soft and grey. Only a week ago, there'd
been blood splattered in the grass by the tennis courts, but it had
long-since been washed away. Today there were no monsters hiding in the
bushes. There was just the interwoven threads of urban and natural life
that always existed here.
Ian wasn't by the tennis courts
today. He was sitting lotus-style in the grass near Grasmere Lake
underneath the overhanging branches of an oak tree. Above him, the
leaves whispered softly in the wind, and he could smell the cool
alkaline of the lake water. At present his eyes were closed; his body
relaxed in its meditative pose. The grass tickled gently at his bare
feet.
He was aware, of course, of the presence of other
bodies. People walking, talking, playing. They passed him by on the
trail or ran through the grass at his back. He let the presence of their
patterns exist within his awareness without needing to look at them.
Grace
[Awareness!]
Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (2, 5, 9, 9, 10) ( success x 3 )
Serafíne
Also: awareness.
Dice: 7 d10 TN5 (4, 5, 5, 6, 7, 8, 8, 10, 10) ( success x 8 ) Re-rolls: 2
Serafíne
Ian: meditating, lotus-posed, aware but also closed-off. Remote, see.
Strangers
divert themselves around them, drag blankets through the grass for a
late-week picnic, change their choice of frisbee-lawn, come running
after any toddlers who appear to be on a collision course. We live with
certain rules of behavior. Among these: don't bug people who are doing
yoga or whatever that shit is in the park.
Someone else here,
not far away really, not so meditative either. Still, there are
similarities. She is aware of every-fucking-thing and also sits with
her legs crossed. Not lotus-style though, plain old criss-cross
applesauce.
Green smoothie on the worn wooden planks of the
picnic table she inhabits, plastic cup sweating in the heat. Leather
journal laid open on her bare thighs, elbow digging into what meat
remains, cheek cradled in the heel of her palm, an ink pen in the other
hand, the shadow of the nib neat where it hovers above the page.
Caught between: between things, between places, between thoughts.
There.
Grace
Every
now and then, Grace rides her bike. It's good to keep in shape, and
apparently it's also good to throw at horrible dog monsters, in Jo's
opinion. Grace won't be resorting to the bike-as-a-weapon principle any
time soon, but hey, it's a great form of a getaway.
She seems
to dodge people and things along the path without having to pay much
attention, and perhaps people wonder -- if not that, what is she paying
attention to?
Today, it's the weird.
Vampires, dog monsters -- this park has gone insane.
But it's not anything horrible she picks up on. It's Sera, sitting at a picnic table. Of course she pedals over. It's been a while. And the last time -- it wasn't a time for talking.
When
she arrives, she tilts her head, as if trying to figure something out
about the Cultist, and then: "Hi. What's up? Besides clouds."
Ian
[Awareness]
Dice: 6 d10 TN6 (1, 3, 3, 4, 8, 9) ( success x 2 )
Serafíne
Sera
knows Grace is coming, has to know Grace is coming, always seems to
know where everyone is, and there is a strange and rather precise sort
of awareness livid in the air around her as the bike gets - closer and
closer. Climbs off the path and onto the grass - trampled here because
so many people come to picnic.
Maybe Grace reaches out and
balances herself against the frame with a spare hand on the picnic
table. More likely, she drops her legs from the pedals to the ground,
sliding ever-so-slightly off the seat, straddling.
Creature
that she is, Sera does not look up until Grace greets her, and then -
she does look up. Somehow she is already oriented in that direction,
something about the cant of her chin, the angle of her neck.
Smiles: quiet, compressed, spreading, slow.
Lovely.
Which angles into a rather private smirk when Grace says besides clouds. That joke doesn't seem to match Sera's particular brand of humor. Neither does it surprise her from Grace.
"Hey Grace. Writing a song, planning a trip, letting the world in. How are you?"
Ian
He'd
been in the park for a while now. Probably close to an hour, though in
his current state time seemed to pass differently. Fast, slow, standing
still. There is a nexus at which all things intertwine. Ian wasn't so
much not thinking about the time as he was not thinking at all.
But
he wasn't asleep, for all that he might have looked it. (No, his
posture was too straight.) And there were familiar notes of resonance
dancing in the background, alongside the voices of playing children.
His
coming out of the trance was gradual. First a slow roll of his neck,
then he lay back in the grass and unfolded his legs. Then he opened his
eyes and looked up at the sky.
After a while he rolled up to
his feet and walked over to the picnic table where Grace and Sera sat
talking. He didn't say anything when he sat down on the opposite side,
but he cupped his jaw in his palm and leaned an elbow on the table,
smiling quietly. Watching them, as though he found their actions
interesting.
Grace
"Building a robot and playing with my office plant," she responds, as if those two had anything to do with one another.
"That doesn't exactly explain how I'm doing, more the what... I'm really good though."
She
steps off the bike, lets it crash to the ground. Whatever -- it's a
bike. If it weren't built to be used, Grace wouldn't have bought it.
Ian's
getting closer, a thing she notes by the resonant feral sensation. She
doesn't quite turn to greet him yet though, lets him sit at the table
first. And what he is doing to her, she does right back. She looks at
him, little quizzical smile on her face, cupping her jaw in her palm
(though there's nothing to rest her arm on).
Serafíne
"Mmm." The noise Sera makes is: warm, and quiet, and affectionate and just
a little bit removed. As if she were both here but elsewhere.
Floating in the middle of the lake, perhaps, the sun warming her face,
the world both expanded and constricted to the boundaries of water and
sky, dampened, insulated, lapping - gently.
"I'm glad you're well."
That
same reaction as the bike crashes, though it is sharpened. Maybe
surprised. This bright-edged hook that darts to one spinning wheel then
rises to bank off Ian's smile.
This flash of dark script, a
rather chaotic hand, tangled with doodles ornate enough to be a match
for the many dark tattooes framing Sera's hand as she drops the pen into
the center of the spine and closes the journal around it.
There's Ian - looking and Grace being kind of weird and looking too, monkey-see, monkey-do style.
Sera: who is golden, sunbronzed, sweating faintly, sharper now - leaner see? Huffs out this low laugh.
"Fucking
hell. You two know each other, right? Or did you contract some
brain-eating disease and lose all memories of each other and now need a
new introduction?"
Elijah
[oooh, people? I'm not looking for them, but if I notice!]
Dice: 7 d10 TN6 (1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 9) ( success x 2 )
Elijah
One
of the benefits of being blind was that Arionna didn't have to actually
look at some of the things that Elijah eats, because let's face it-
Elijah ate garbage. Delicious, chili covered garbage, but chili dogs had
no nutritional value and despite the fact that he'd seen a documentary
on what went into hot dogs he didn't seem to actually care. The thing
about Denver was that it lulled you into a false sense of security that
things might be of a higher quality than they actually were. They were
not, in fact, of a higher quality. They were just a dollar more
expensive than the dogs in New York City.
Not that he was aware of this. He'd never been to the big apple.
But
he was, in fact, out with a friend and enjoying the fact that today
wasn't completely crappy. He had a recital coming still, so it was nice
to spend some time completely away from a harp. And darling dear,
Arionna had likely learned her fill of what was interesting about harps
(very little) versus what is pretty straight forward (most of it.) But?
He was talkative. Always talkative. Clad in jeans and a V neck and a
pullover sweater. Pocketwatch in the kangaroo pocket (because pockets). But, there he is, making his way down the nearest path when he feels…
Something.
It's
enough that it makes him pause. Makes the blond a little confused as to
whether or not he's noticing something magical or he's got indigestion.
Ian
"I'd like to see that. The robot."
He
was wearing a white v-necked t-shirt and a pair of dark jeans. Fairly
standard casual clothes. Likely, he'd been walking through and stopped
to meditate on a whim. (And point in fact, his hat and shoes were
currently taking up residence inside the crook of a tree root.)
To Sera, he offered a lofted brow. Then to Grace (playing along) he said, "I'm not sure. What's your name again?"
Grace
"He started it!" Grace exclaims, in mock-defense.
"Okay, Ian," she says, emphasizing his name because she does know him. "How are you today? I heard the last time you were here, you patched up some people? Good thing you were there."
Arionna de la Babin
[awareness]
Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (6, 7, 7, 8, 8) ( success x 5 )
Arionna de la Babin
[Alertness]
Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (1, 1, 5, 6, 8) ( success x 2 )
Grace
"You can come see my robots any time." Robots. Plural. "And you know where."
"And, I am not telling you my name, you will have to guess."
Arionna de la Babin
She
can smell it though. She wouldn't consider herself much of a snob when
it came to food, but hotdogs were not exactly a food she found
enjoyable. She had eaten plenty of them in her time, and if anything,
she'd rather keep her distance. Except with Elijah is eating them of
course, and she's walking along beside him.
Her hair had been
cut to make it easier to handle now, and her eyes ventured off into the
distance, looking through people instead of at them. Unlike those with
some etiquette and care for others, Arionnna didn't bother to wear
glasses to hide her lack of vision; she just expected people to handle
it on their own.
When Elijah pauses, Ari stops a moment after,
his footsteps having faded, and she tilts her head a little in his
direction. "If you are sensing what I am, there are familiar people
nearby." Because she just felt it, more powerfully than she could smell
or hear right now. All of them just washed over her. Though even she
recognized something different...something new.
Arionna
simply felt colder. Sometimes, even her skin felt colder. She put a hand
on Elijah's arm, sliding the red tip of her cane in the rough direction
of where the sensation seemed the strongest. "That way, I think."
Ian
"Chastity,
right? It's something biblical like that." His lips widened into a
grin, but he dropped the act quickly. Apparently Jo had spoken to Grace
about the creature they'd encountered last week, and Ian's subsequent
assistance. He pressed his lips together and made a soft sound. Serious
and thoughtful.
"I think they would have been okay, regardless. Jo was in bad shape though. I guess it was lucky I was nearby."
(Not so lucky for him, really. He'd ruined half of a very expensive suit.)
Serafíne
Something
somewhere in there makes Sera breathe out sharply, this quiet,
self-contained little huff. Whatever is going on, bouncing back and
forth between Grace and Ian makes her skin prickle in a way she would
struggle to define if you asked her to define it. She doesn't like it
though. Gives them both a sharp line-of-a-look and reaches for her
green smoothie and untucks her legs from her not-quite-lotus position.
Drops her feet to the bench seat in front of her.
Gladiator sandals in silver-trimmed leather criss-cross her calves right up to the middle of her thighs.
--
This:
shifts, though slightly, when Ian's mien and demeanor change. Softens,
really - a note of passing concern that comes and then goes, rather
without awareness or context. Sera takes a sip of her smoothie, and
reaches for her little leather book.
Elijah
[Who am I looking at?]
Dice: 6 d10 TN6 (3, 4, 4, 6, 7, 8) ( success x 3 )
Grace
Grace flips Ian off. With a huge grin on her face, because that's how she does. "Yup. That's me. Chastity."
Although,
let's be honest -- when's the last time she was unchaste? Long ago.
Still, much like her real name, it doesn't quite fit.
"It was lucky. I think that was Jo's first taste of weirdness. She'd argued with me before about how some things just can't exist..."
Ian
[Per+Empathy on Sera (Did I say something wrong?)]
Dice: 6 d10 TN6 (5, 5, 5, 5, 7, 10) ( success x 2 )
Elijah
There
is a moment of redirection. He chooses to rely on what it is that
Arionna is telling him, and also takes the opportunity to peer into the
distance. There were people and when he finally squinted and tilted his
head a little to the side he noticed that there was a Grace-shaped
person, an Ian shaped person, and Serafine. He could recognize Sera
anywhere because she just drew attentions. She was distinct. She was
most assuredly herself.
He shot Arionna a glance, a smile that was heard more than seen and he used the corner of his sleeve to make sure he was presentable. Or at least not covered in chili.
"It's Ian and Sera and Grace?" he is already headed that way, "let's go be social."
And
so, he walks. Perhaps a little slower than he normally would, but
mostly because her legs were shorter than his. He continued on, called
out and offered a wave, "was there, like, a meeting nobody told me
about?"
A beat.
"Okay, that was lame, hey!" and he bridged the gap his voice didn't quite cover.
Serafíne
Sera's
reaction is less to Ian, more to Grace. This seed planted in that
moment where Grace dropped her bike and decided to stare at Ian. That
was just weird to her, and it morphed into something between them that felt domestic in a way that makes Sera feel both constricted and detached. She's sober and she still
has no fucking idea what they're talking about and that confuses her
and she's not really in a place for this kind of back-and-forth. Not
when her senses are blown this open, her awareness is this sharp, her
hunger is this bright.
Arionna de la Babin
"Seems
to be the presence I sensed. Seems entirely like them." Though she was
more familiar with Ian's because she had seen him lately. Her lips
tightened, but Ari kept her hand on his arm as he walked, at least for
the time being. Adjustments took time.
"Incredibly. If there were a meeting, I'd suspect you'd be the first to know. Is there anyone in Denver that you aren't friends
with?" He always seemed to know people, or were at least, friendly
enough to seem as if he knew them. She was not, on the other hand, and
knew it quite well, just as everyone else did.
"I'm not certain being social is an activity I generally engage in, you understand?"
Ian
"She seemed like she handled it fairly well, all things considered."
Jo
could have run, after all. Many people would have. She could have
curled up into a ball and gone catatonic (no one would have blamed her,
really.) But she didn't do either of those things. And Ian didn't say: I hope she's alright, because he already suspected that she was.
Instead
he glanced at Sera and tilted his head a bit - this alert, animal
expression. He wasn't as adept as she was at this sort of thing (at
seeing into people,) but the look didn't escape him. Nor did her body
language.
And again, he did not say: are you alright?
Instead his eyes softened a little and he got up to walk around to her
side of the picnic table. There he sat down beside her on,
letting the warmth and weight of his presence say what he was not saying
out loud. If she didn't like the proximity, he'd slide away a moment
later. Otherwise, he set his hand lightly on her lower back.
"Hey guys." This, of course, was for Elijah and Arionna.
Grace
"I heard she threw a bicycle at a dog-thing," Grace says, nods.
It
feels... chilly. And this is not the season. So Grace sighs, at the
'hey guys,' and goes to look-see. It could be Alex, right?
But no, no such luck.
The
ease with which she was handling the previous social interactions just
goes flying out the door now that Arionna has arrived.
"Yeah, hi Elijah. I better, uh... I need to get back, actually."
With that, she goes to right her bicycle again.
Serafíne
Something
about what she's doing: reaching for her battered journal, holding her
long-neglected kale-and-pineapple smoothie suggests that she is
gathering herself. Then Ian is circling the picnic table to take a seat
beside her. She doesn't tense; there's no physical objection to his
proximity, just a minute, curious flash of her dark blue eyes at his
profile. The frame of it against the park's impressionistic blur
beyond.
Her lower back is warm on his palm. The sharp little
articulations of her spine evident beneath her skin. You'd think she
would have a tattoo there, something dark and curled given the tattoos
all over her hands and arms, flashing even from her palm when she
reaches for something with her left hand but no: merely skin. A
sun-born, sun-worshippers remarkably undamaged skin, but she's only 25,
and she's magic. Maybe she'll never grow old.
--
Elijah
and Arionna arrive and Ian greets them and Sera gives them this spare,
ghosting, half-framed kind of smile that stands-in for a greeting.
Then
Grace goes from garrulous to, well, not. Sera glances at her. That
glance lingers and sharpens, because really, she cannot help herself.
(Per + Empathy: WTF Grace?)
Dice: 7 d10 TN5 (1, 2, 3, 4, 6, 7, 9) ( success x 3 )
Elijah
[Per+empathy: WTF just happened? Grace?]
Dice: 7 d10 TN6 (1, 2, 3, 5, 5, 6, 8) ( success x 2 )
Arionna de la Babin
[perc+emp - all the cool kids are doing it...and I totally suspect....]
Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (1, 6, 9, 10, 10) ( success x 4 )
Elijah
[Manip+sub: don't worry, Grace, I got your back. This is totally normal.]
Dice: 7 d10 TN6 (2, 2, 5, 5, 9, 10, 10) ( success x 3 )
Elijah
"Hey,"
he does catch that something is up, that something feels up, but for
once he resides fairly firmly in his realm as a young man in his early
twenties. He is a beast that can be observant when he doesn't put his
mind to it (and it is true, Elijah can't seem to risk paying attention
to something. He notices things when hey aren't screaming at him.) All
he notices is this: Grace is in a hurry to leave.
He does, however, catch enough to know that he needs to step up his game.
"Yeah," he says, tone convivial and like he had just
remembered something, "oh yeah, you're doing, like, robot things." Even
half warbles because Elijah… well… doesn't understand what it is Grace
does in a magical sense. "That did seem pretty important, I'm surprised
you took the breather as it is."
Arionna de la Babin
Arionna
can hear it. Tones have shifted. Before she might not have heard it,
might not have noticed. But now she must, and she does. Grace isn't just
in a hurry to leave, she's in a hurry leave because of Ari.
They never really got along, and they most certainly don't now, but she
never truly picked up on such a....deep tone of dislike. There's a
twitch of her lips, a lip of a corner. It's amusement, almost, though
whether at Grace's reaction or at the little details she's picking up...
Ari pulls her hand away from Elijah's arm. "That won't be necessary, Grace."
Because Grace may not acknowledge her, but she will acknowledge the
woman. Ari lifts her hand to blindly pat at Elijah's shoulder. "It is,
after all, your circle. Hardly seems appropriate for an outside to barge
in when all the pleasant conversation was just starting."
"I'll
get a cab." She turned, sliding the red tip of ehr cane in front of her
lightly, careful of her steps on the way back. Though she does pause to
tilt her head and body towards the group. "By the way. Ian. I
appreciate the help you provided the other day. " That's really all she
needs to say to him. It's a round about way of saying 'Thank You,' but
it's how Ari does things.
Ian
"I wasn't there
for that part." (The bicycle-throwing.) Ian noted Grace's reaction to
Elijah and Arionna's arrival with a look that might have been some
combination of questioning and skeptical. He remembered, of course, how
Grace and Arionna felt about each other. But he didn't call her out on
it. Instead he said, "If you're still at the warehouse, I might come by
sometime." Because he genuinely was curious about Grace's robots.
Sera
was gathering herself. Perhaps she had somewhere to be or perhaps she
was not happy with where she was or perhaps she simply liked to be on
the move. Regardless, Ian stayed beside her for as long as she remained.
Sat there and touched her in this way that was quietly and casually
intimate. Like the way that cats will sometimes sit quietly in a
person's space just to be there. (That's what it felt like, too. Like
sitting next to a very docile tiger.) Her skin was warm under his palm.
Just once, he slid the spread fingers of his hand slowly up and down her
spine. Then he let the contact fall away.
"You don't need to
go, Arionna." Neither of them did, but Grace hadn't left her departure
as open to debate. "We're just hanging out. I like your hair, by the
way."
Grace
"Oh, yeah," she says, to Ian. "Come by. I'll make tea or something. We can play laser tag in the arena too, if you like."
Still
no response to Ari, but she gives Elijah a nervous smile, and steps
back up on her bike, walking it out, and feeling out the pedals first
before hitting her stride.
She doesn't even look at Ari. Not
once did she even notice that something was off, that she'd cut her hair
or enjoys staring through people nowadays. It's as though she's making a
clear effort to ignore the fuck out of the woman.
Serafíne
"See you guys."
With
all the arrivals and departures and offers of departure, Sera's is
pretty low-key. A supple arch of her spine, the bracing of her feet on
the seat of the picnic table. Then she's rising up-up-up and jumping
(perhaps gracefully?) down-down-down, flatflooted tonight. Green sludge
sloshes around her in plastic cup but (clever girl) she keeps it lidded so it doesn't spill.
Another kind of magic.
Seems
to include everyone in that see-you-guys though there is a different
sort of awareness of Ian than the rest. Subtle, supple. Another glance
at Grace then, lashed and quietly banked, empathetic. Love, see, even
when Grace is being weird.
Hey, we're all entitled.
Sera lifts her cup by way of farewell as she saunters off.
Who the hell knows where she's going except: away. Away from here.
Serafíne
(Graceful jump? Dex + Ath)
Dice: 6 d10 TN6 (1, 5, 5, 5, 7, 8) ( success x 2 )
Elijah
"You don't have to go," he says, he assures
but she's walking and he doesn't reach out, doesn't impede Arionna's
flight if only because he isn't sure if she's terribly aware of what her
surroundings or where she was going. He runs his hands through his
hair. Mouth quirked to the side, "I mean, it's not- you're not
unwelcome."
He assures, he assures because he believes it.
Arionna de la Babin
She hadn't seen Sera's greet, and if she meant to say farewell to Ari, she hadn't picked up on that either.
Ian
and Elijah, they try. They do. She's grateful, even if she doesn't say
it. She stops enough, at least to begin with, to respond, if only
because neither seem to get it. "It's goo to know that it hasn't been
made into a mess. She reached up a little to touch at the strands.
"Though I do miss it."
"Grace is not pleased by my presence.
If anything, she seems rather disliking of it. I don't see a reason to
break up your merry group. I can function quite well without others. She
seems far more a social animal, regardless of her quirks."
"But to say that I am not unwelcome is not entirely true, though one can forgive you for thinking so."
Ian
The
truth was, Ian had about as much training with guns (laser or
otherwise) as Grace did with swords. But despite this, and despite the
fact that he'd once told Kalen that laser tag was decidedly not his
thing, he laughed and said, "Sure."
Maybe he was getting soft. Maybe he was just getting more competitive.
Sera
hopped down from the picnic table, and Ian regarded her as she turned
that subtle gaze his way. He didn't say goodnight, but he watched her go
for a few moments before letting the conversation pull his attention
back.
"If either of you want to go, you can go. If you want to stay, you should stay. You're adults. It's your choice. I'm going
to sit here and enjoy the last of the daylight." And with that, Ian lay
back across the picnic table and folded his arms under his head, eyes
turned up to the clouds. His bare feet rested lightly on the bench
beneath him, and the edge of his t-shirt hiked up over the lower part of
his stomach.
Elijah
He inhaled. It was slow
and it was deep and it was like pushing on a bruise but this was Elijah
we're talking about. He either lacks a self-preservation instinct or he
is accustomed to pushing on bruises to see if they're still there, push
past something that's intense and intent to remind him he's alive but
this is a little different. Only a little. He grew to accept things
about his friendship with Arionna. The first, of course, being that she
was going to hurt him. The second being that he was going to deal with
it.
That little reminder, that little note that she'd never be accepted no matter how vehemently someone accepts
her (or does he accept her? Does he really? Or does he just pretend
that there are truths about Ms. de la Babin that aren't really there?)
it isn't ever going to be true. Exhales, eyes and attention wander and
there is a slight grin on his face because he is shameless, heavens is
he shameless because having a remarkably attractive person lounging in
the last rays of sun being that close is enough to make a man's imagination wander.
And oh heavens does Elijah have an active imagination.
He contemplates, takes a look at Ian with a grin and then takes a seat in the grass.
"Sprawling in the grass, Ari… about… fuck… I don't know, seven? Eight feet to your right?"
A beat.
"Also, I've decided I'm going to finally start writing that shit Elijah does because he's bored blog. So, uh, pretty soon I'm gonna start rock climbing, because I will have run out of interesting drinking stories."
Kiara
It's
the raised voices that probably alert them, first. A jogger becoming
ensnared in an excited dog's leash and the tumble of limbs and paws and
the high whine of a startled; injured animal punctuated with startled
yelling and a flurry of spontaneous activity.
It's down from
them; the distant catch on the late afternoon breeze; carried over.
Somewhere close to it though; knitted through with the agitated cries of
control your damn dog and if you looked where you were going is a heartbeat - no, not quite a heartbeat but something close. A skittering pulse and then, stronger, the prickling; soothing wash of rejuvenating energy.
Kiara was nearby.
She
was appearing around the source of raised voices and agitation down the
way; her dark hair sailing out behind her like a curling; heavy banner;
dressed in black and navy; a hoodie tied around her lean waist; a set
of earphones plugged in and her attention skirting the dilemmas of
fellow runners with a private; chin-tucked-low smile. This ghosting
glimmer that appears and vanishes as all Kiara's smiles seemed of a
notion to do.
The dog; a golden retriever; untangled from its
foe watches the Verbena's passing with great solemnity; nose lifted to
the air as if it could scent her. A brief tensing of muscles; the
stirrings of a growl but then - she's too far; too distant to be the
threat she momentarily seemed to be.
Further on; the
brunette's momentum slows; dawdles as she catches sight of familiar
figures; feels the sense and surety of them. It slows her to a walk; the
afternoon sun behind her; outlining the suggestion of flushed cheeks;
the lean strength of her arms; the slope of her shoulders.
[Belated thingy!]
Dice: 4 d10 TN6 (5, 7, 8, 8) ( success x 3 )
Arionna de la Babin
If
there is one thing she can appreciate about Ian, it's his attitude.
Most of the time. Sometimes even they don't get along. But the point is
that his attitude almost makes her smile. Almost. He doesn't sway to one side or the other, doesn't beg or plead, and she can appreciate that quality in someone. Only prey beg.
Grace
has gone. She can't feel her presence anymore, and Sera has vanished as
well. Since the other has vanished, Ari sees no reason to leave. "Seven
feet." She says to herself, turning her body to the right (though she
doesn't know how far exactly) and beginning slow steps towards him. She
waits until she can feel the bump of the cane tip against his
shoulder.Ari waits, just in case she's hit someone else.
The
other newcomer gets a lift of her chin and a slide turn of her head.
Tonight she's attuned, though tomorrow she'll feel as lost as ever.
Adjustments...take time. "Someone ...else?" Because she can't see Kiara.
She doesn't know she's there other than what she can hear, smell, and
sense.
"Are you ever bored Elijah? When is there time for your boredom?"
Ian
If
it was possible to create a circumstance in which Ian might be inclined
to beg for something, no one in Denver had yet discovered it. Though he
might argue that Arionna's understanding of predator and prey was
rather lacking in nuance.
Not that he was thinking about that
right now. In fact, he was thinking mostly about the shapes in the
clouds, and the way the boards in the picnic table felt against his
back: hard and rough and warm from the sun. The lingering effects of his
meditation was still present, which perhaps explained his relaxed
demeanor (though he often appeared relaxed, even when he wasn't.) If he
noticed the way that Elijah looked at him (at the exposed V of his
transverse abdominal muscle,) he didn't say anything. Didn't even catch
his eyes, at first.
Then Elijah sprawled out in the grass, and
Ian turned his head to regard the pair of younger mages as they got
settled. At least, until he heard the distant sounds of an argument and
felt the drawing presence of Kiara's resonance. Then he turned his head
the other way, craning it slightly to get a good look at her as she
jogged over. His eyes traced the length of her arms, the cut of her
collar bones, the slope of her neck.
Finally he sat up.
"Busy evening," he commented. And when Kiara was within greeting range, he said, "Hey."
Elijah
"I do get bored, that's the problem-"
he said, looked up at Ari as she poked him. He tapped her cane back,
just to make sure that she felt the vibration and didn't feel the need
to poke any further lest he get a little red tip in the face. He had to
make sure that he didn't get too terribly damaged, or even more damaged
than just grass-stained. "I told Grace and Kalen once that I wanted to
be Indiana Jones, but then I just figured I could settle for being a
lifestyle writer. you know, fight the whole fear of missing out and
going out and doing things. Good, bad, whatever."
He is still looking at people upside down, smile brightens and he has to resist the urge to look like a complete
dork and wave while he's looking at Kiara upside down. It was a nice
angle to see her from. There was a different feeling, yes, something
that catches up with him once she does come up. It's more renewing, more
living breathing renewing flushed skin lean strength lines and-
He can see why Jenn does things like this. People are different from a different perspective, or at least more themselves.
"Hey Kiara, what's up?"
Kiara
With
Arionna's senses being what they are now, she can likely feel, when she
realizes who has drawn close; the sense of the Verbena. There's Kiara's
resonance of course; altered now from what it once was. The sense of
caustic; inevitable deconstruction has gone from her presence; there's a
not entirely unpleasant hum to her now; underlining that
rejuvenative energy which has grown stronger since she'd encountered her
last; a gentle thrum like that of the earth; as if her pattern were
reassuring and reasserting its place in the bigger picture.
She smells like sweat and sunshine and tangled within in; something sweeter.
"Hey,
yourself." It's a familiar enough echo to his greeting; Ian's; there's a
way she meets his eyes as she tugs her earphones out; threads them
around her neck; a dimpled smile that sharpens as she notes Elijah's
repose in the grass and mellows, somewhat - adopts a briefly
contemplative; concentrated interest in Arionna.
The study
feels like something, no doubt. Surprise. Scrutiny. Something between
both and yet - not without some degree of warmth; some persistence to
break that glacier. "Hey, Arionna." She doesn't hesitate to step up onto
the picnic table beside Ian; to nudge him over with this
over-the-shoulder glance and settle down beside him; her skin warm
everywhere it brushes against him.
"Oh, you know Elijah.
Breaking hearts. Starting fights." There's the briefest cant of her
head; the hook of slight breathless teasing embedded in there somewhere
for him. "The usual."
Arionna de la Babin
"That's
who that is. I thought it was familiar." Ari lifted the cane, giving it
a light toss to move it further in her hand so that she can sit. She
crouches, sliding her hand out in front of her until it felt the grass,
and bringing herself down onto it.
"Hello." She finally
mirrors. They have both changed it seem, and she was quite alright with
that. Denver felt like it was in flux. People were growing, building,
changing...and she was starting to attune to it. "How do you
get bored? There's plenty to do in the world. There are books, art,
playgrounds, amusement parks, movie theatres, plays, dance recitals,
live music, television, and of course the ever so stimulating
conversations of your fellows. You could always take a moment to listen,
you know. Nothing is ever boring then."
Elijah
[Per+empathy- are you insinuating that I don't listen?]
Dice: 7 d10 TN6 (2, 2, 3, 4, 10, 10, 10) ( success x 3 )
Arionna de la Babin
man+sub
Dice: 4 d10 TN6 (1, 2, 6, 6) ( success x 2 )
Ian
If
Kiara had not yet noticed the slim cane that Arionna carried with her,
or the way her eyes refused to focus when she looked at things, she
would likely figure it out soon. They'd all gone through changes these
past months. Perhaps that was part of what it was to be alive in spring.
Kiara
sat beside Ian on the table, and he looked down at the grass with this
subtle little smile, leaning forward with his hands wrapped around the
edge of the wooden beam. The outer part of his leg pressed against hers
- contact that felt warm and a little bit electric. When he looked at
her, he let his gaze linger for a long moment.
Then he looked away, and he rolled his lower lip between his teeth.
"If you're really that bored, Elijah, I'm sure I can think of something for you to do."
Arionna de la Babin
[>.> What are you insinuating there Ian? perc+emp]
Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (2, 3, 5, 7, 8) ( success x 2 )
Ian
Ian,
from what Arionna can gauge, is flirting. Though the tone of it doesn't
feel terribly serious. More of a playful innuendo. It doesn't seem as
though he has anything invested behind it, though there is an obvious
familiarity between the two. Likely they've said things like this to
each other many times.
Elijah
"However
do you manage," he turns up the southern, grin widening and there he is
comfortable and amused and ever-so-pleased, as if being in her presence,
however lightly teasing that may be, "I've hit the level of vain that
I'm writing an autobiographical travel blog. You wanna take part in the
escapades? I still haven't eaten Korean food so I figure that's a good
place to start."
But there was the question, as Arionna sits
and levels herself into the grass and he looks from Kiara to the other
woman to the clouds and he peers at them. They told stories, and even
when you weren't looking at things from the other side they were
expressive. He looked at the clouds and sthe spaces between into a
beautiful, shining, fading blue ombre to something pale and chipper at
the horizon during the day or perhaps it was coming close to yielding
itself to orange now. Or maybe it would be gray. It would do as it was.
"Listening would imply that I ever stop talking,
Ari, and I'm pretty sure that we've already established I never really
shut up," she can hear the grin on his face, the light poke. The
complete lack of hurt feelings. He tossed his attention- butterfly
fleeting fluttering little thing- to Ian. It was enough to make him sit
up, to shake the grass out of his hair. Brows raised, expression
somewhere between playful and amused and ever-so-pleased.
If you're really that bored, Elijah, I'm sure I can think of something for you to do.
"You promise?"a poke, a prod, the tiniest bits of joy at rising to a challenge of some variety.
Kiara
She
does perceive it. There's a certain stillness when she does; a way she
resettles her attention so wholly on Arionna with the faintest line
between her brows. The change in the other girl's presence; the way she
seems to draw the warmth from the day more potently now; the alteration
to her hair; the unseeing; unfocused way she looks out - change was and
ever should be, inevitable.
Kiara knew it; understood it
powerfully but as much as she respected the progression of nature; the
change of season and the cycle of life; sometimes; the cost seemed
almost cruel. She doesn't ask why Arionna no longer has the use of her
eyes; perhaps she knows, in some way, what the answer to that will be.
Perhaps, in her own way, it's a sign of respect. Who knew.
Still,
she looks for a moment and then the stillness shifts back and perhaps
only Ian, close enough to feel that nuanced shift will know she'd been
made aware; could cut a glance at Kiara's profile and see the
registering of it in dark eyes; the tiny, protracted shift of facial
muscles in sympathy. In consideration before she's returned; before
she's smiling down at Elijah with something akin to bemusement; offered
flirtation that feels unadorned; teasing for the simplicity of the
gesture.
"You had me at vanity, kid. I'm in."
She
pauses, then. "Arionna's right, though. You know sometimes turning down
the excess and listening can be the best form of entertainment. Hell, in
the right place, with the right company - " She feels, but doesn't
look, directly at the man beside her. She feels his attention though,
when it returns to her. " - doing nothing but listening can be downright
erotic."
Ian
Almost, he said: I'm creative like that.
But
then Kiara spoke, and something about her words seemed to quiet
something in him. He looked out at the lake, not too distant from where
they sat, and caught the rippling glow of the setting sun on the surface
of the water. Then he closed his eyes and exhaled.
It had
been, all in all, a nice evening. Even with its brief moments of upset.
There were too few of those (for all of them.) When he opened his eyes,
he slid his arm around Kiara's waist and let the edges of his fingers
play against whatever fabric or skin he found at her hip. Then he leaned
in and whispered something that was intended only for her to hear.
Ian
"You smell nice." And then, a moment later, "Can I follow you home?"
Arionna de la Babin
"There
are moments when you don't talk, Elijah. Your sleep, is one of
them...most of the time. If you really do wish to know the beauty of
silence, I'm certain any of us could acquire a roll of duct tape. They
even come in fashionable colors now."
The flirtations between
the lot of them, don't seem to cross along her features. Eyes, she
thinks, tell more of what one thinks than anything else. The way they
move from one side to the other, gliding over someone, moving away from
them...they tell so much about one's internal state. Do her brows make
up for that? If so, she could see the need to cover her eyes, mostly to
add to the difficulty in reading her. Regardless of her wonders, she
remains untouched externally. Internally, well that is another matter
entirely.
"I wouldn't call it erotic. Though I'm certain we
have different perspectives on what is erotic." Ari pulled her legs
around to the side, a palm on the ground as she sat there, staring
somewhere but never really...seeing the end of the sunlight.
Elijah
"Well when you put it that way," brows raise and tried not to laugh. It was easy to put Elijah at a state where he could most easily be described as delighted.
At
about that time, he did hear his phone ring, from the depths of his
front pocket there was something vibrating, with a completely
boring-yet-slightly-catchy lamb bleating with a little bell. Elijah
looked at the sky for a minute, and ti was almost a literal minute. he
counted the little rings before he finally took out his phone. Finally
looked at it. Finally realized that whoever was calling him wasn't going
to stop calling until he answered which meant it was all of twelve
rings before he winced.
"Duty calls, I'll be right back," and
he was up on his feet, pats Arionna on the side, fingertips graze over
one of her shoulders and it was off to… somewhere.
"Salut maman ... eh bien, vous laisse généralement une messagerie vocale…"
Kiara
Nice
evenings always felt like the precipice of something. As if the world
balanced on the tip of a knife; ready to draw blood at the slightest
provocation. At least, for them. They were a handful, if that, of
Awakened in a city embedded in more wars than even they knew of.
Ian
slides his arm around Kiara's waist and finds the edge of her shirt;
it's Lycra; the bundled layers of her hoodie feel softer against it; the
Verbena's skin warmer still beneath it. Perhaps, being what she was,
the Verbena simply ran warmer than most or perhaps its just Kiara; the
vitality that seemed so ready to spill from her lips and infuse her
every look and gesture; that did emanate from her in some ways;
transforming into some physicality.
I'm certain we have different perspectives on what is erotic.
Kiara's tone is still warm; still fueled by that same lighter, teasing
caliber she'd offered Elijah but perhaps a touch less so; dulled at the
edges. "Oh, we absolutely do, but I suppose I consider it a natural
state. I don't disconnect it. We live, we breathe, we connect with
people, animals, nature.
What is eroticism anyway but a truer
state of being. You feel desire more potently, you engage on a baser
level. I suppose there's something a little beautiful to something that
raw to me. Cut away the pretenses and we all want that, in our ways. To
be connected, right?" Then, Ian leaning in; Kiara's attention is severed
from Arionna and her contemplations by whatever it is he says.
She
turns her eyes on him; they're very dark in the afternoon light; her
hair still clinging to the curve of her neck; strands clinging to her
nape, says something in an undertone; smilingly and then glances at
Elijah. "Be good," his farewell.
Kiara
"Flattery will get you places. Especially since I smell like sweat." A little smile. "Yeah. I'd like that."
Ian
Elijah
had to take a phone call, letting it ring for a long time before he did
so. Long enough, in fact, that Ian glanced over at him and said, to no
one in particular, "Sometimes I wonder how he manages to get through the
day."
Arionna and Kiara talked of silence and eroticism, and
if Ian had any opinions to add here, he kept them to himself. Perhaps he
didn't feel that Kiara's statement needed any embellishment.
But
there were words exchanged between himself and Kiara - whispered and
murmured under their breath. And whatever Kiara said to him in return,
it made Ian smile. He whispered one last thing, leaning in so his lips
brushed against the cartilage of her ear. Then he unlaced his arm and
jumped down from the table. There was a delay as he ran to collect his
things from beneath a nearby tree, jogging across the grass with an
easy, loping gait. When he returned, he had his boots on, and a black
trucker's hat (one of those high-fashion ones made of soft fabric with a
designer logo on the front that probably cost way more than that kind
of hat had any right to cost) hanging from his hand. He slipped it back
onto his head with a smile, then said, to Arionna (who was still waiting
on Elijah to finish his phone call,) "I think we're going to head out.
You guys have a good night."
Ian
"I know. That's why you smell nice."
Arionna de la Babin
"Do
we?" She asks Kiara, tilting her head as Elijah rises, and shifting her
'attention' in the direction he seems to move and touch her shoulder.
But soon enough her focus is back at Kiara. "Do we all simply want to be
connected? I find that to be a rather generalist statement. Certainly
there are those who wish not to be connected. Hermits, as an example."
The
others moved, and Ari was to be left where she sat with whatever light
had gone. She doesn't mind of course. "I'm sure we'll see one another
soon enough."
Kiara
"Do we have a choice,
though? You're here. You're alive. Whether that's in a cave with bats or
out in a park. You're connected to something. The ground. The air you breathe. The tiny organisms in your body. I don't think you can escape
connection. Pursuing it, though." Kiara pauses; Ian's whisper in her
ear; the brush of his body near hers like some punctuation to her cause;
though an unseen one by Arionna.
"Maybe that's where choice comes in."
She's
sliding to her feet, the brunette. Coiling those headphones around her
hands like wire; looking in Elijah's direction for a beat as if to gauge
just how distracted he really was. She doesn't ask Arionna if she'll be
alright when they depart but she does consider her for a protracted
moment before offering in an echo of Ian's farewell: "Have a good night,
Arionna."
It's on the tip of her tongue to say more; there's
commentary unspoken in Kiara's eyes but they meet Ian's for a beat and
she refrains; hooks the edge of her mouth in a smile and turns instead;
begins to move into the fast descending dusk; the lights in the park
just now beginning to engage; casting soft; yellow pools of light over
the pathways.
Kiara
There's no outright response to that but, she's distracted by Arionna. He does get this look,
though. The tiniest little shift of her focus in the midst of a reply.
She knows its fruitless to argue with her but - that's there, too. The
underlying awareness of what they plan to share; the talk of sensuality
in the build up before it.
Ian
[Awareness]
Dice: 6 d10 TN6 (3, 4, 4, 7, 8, 9) ( success x 3 )
Sabine
Our
Guidelines (Like we do!): This scene should be assumed to have some
risk, but the death/dismemberment possibility is relatively low;
regardless, it is nonlethal. If there are any merits flaws you think I
should know about, let me know. I'm not setting time limits, this is,
in fact, a story element that is here by request so please do not rush.
I know we start a bit late, if we must continue we must continue. I am
not sure this scene will actually be that long regardless, but that
will all depend.
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Sabine
[Just so we know - Dex + Athletics D=6 (via 8-2)]
Dice: 8 d10 TN6 (1, 2, 2, 5, 5, 6, 9, 9, 10) ( success x 4 ) Re-rolls: 1
Sabine
[And one more just so we know roll]
Dice: 6 d10 TN6 (2, 4, 6, 7, 8, 9) ( success x 4 )
Sabine
There is always an energy to crowds. Always.
Tonight
there is something in the air, an expectancy that spills over the crowd
- an understanding that there is something there lurking in the shadows
burning along the edges of their consciousness like an unforgiving sun.
Few of them can escape the knowledge that something is here among
them, know with some primal sense that is dulled and mostly quiescent,
lulled by headphones and artificial lights and various chemicals.
Some
hurry on their way through the square, groups bunching together more
tightly as though there is some safety in that. Some slow and survey
the shadows, the edges of the light; that, too, is instinctive. There
is a sort of unspoken understanding that the monsters lurk in the
shadows and the night and the unknown.
Some of them do.
There
are people gathered in the square, uneasy and anticipatory and
enthralled. Their eyes are on the creature that Ian can sense, a
creature whose mystical sense is similar to his own...feline and
predatory. She is dancing on the outside ring of a marble fountain,
barefoot, hair flying. She must be aware, on some level, of the crowd
gathered to watch her. Of the cell phone cameras pointed at her and the
low murmur as people murmur back and forth between themselves.
She
is more alive than they can understand, and there is something
captivating about that kind of reckless joy. But even they can sense
that the flame that burns in her might consume them if they draw too
close. She is the kind of thing they would feel more comfortable with
having on the other side of shatter-proof glass; but she is here and
they are, just barely, to amazed or too oblivious to run for cover.
Ian
[Mind Shield from this morning. Mind 1, diff 4 -1 (hella practiced)]
Dice: 3 d10 TN3 (2, 10, 10) ( success x 2 )
Ian
[extending, +1 -1 (focus)]
Dice: 3 d10 TN3 (5, 6, 10) ( success x 3 )
Ian
[We'll stop there. Which makes that a lvl 3 Shield for 24 hours.]
Ian
It
was Friday evening, and one would imagine that most of the crowd
gathered around that fountain were on their way to some variety of
weekend destination. Bars, nightclubs, movie theaters. Ian was making
his way across the street when he noticed the people gathered there,
captivated by a single elegant, primal dancer. From a distance, she was
mostly obscured by bodies, and Ian paused on the sidewalk to tilt his
head and watch, trying to find a better view. There was a cocktail bar
about a block away where Emma was likely already waiting for him, but
she was good at finding ways to keep herself occupied (insinuating
herself into a neighboring conversation, no doubt.) After a few beats,
Ian changed course and headed toward the fountain. He slipped into the
crowd quietly, moving between bodies until he came up close to the lip
of the marble. Here he stopped, eyes tilted up as he watched
the woman dance.
Something about her felt familiar - more than
just the way she moved. Maybe she'd meet his gaze, or maybe she'd
continue on as she was, seemingly lost in her own world. Ian wasn't
quite dressed in the proper attire for dancing. He had on a slim-cut
black suit with a wine-colored shirt and black tie. Still, the urge to
hop up onto the fountain and join her was there.
Sabine
The dancer does stop for a second. Opens her eyes and looks over the crowd and they expect something else
for a second, all of them. The eyes of a cobra or a cat or a dragon.
Instead her eyes are dark like shadows and secrets. Dark with shadows
and secrets.
So many secrets.
She looks at Ian and when she smiles that smile is full of secrets too. And an invitation.
There
is no lingering on that invitation, her pause lasts only for a second.
And then she is moving again, dipping the first few toes of one foot
into that fountain, sending a little playful burst of water splashing
out at the crowd, laughing. And then, again, dancing. The marble is
wet and her feet are wet, but her balance is perfect. There is no fear
and no hesitation, and even when her feet slide she does nothing but
weave a graceful gliding along marble into her dancing.
[If
Ian would like to join her, he will have the same D=6 (by way of 8
(because smooth wet surface about a foot across) -2 for catlike
balance). If he would instead like to go get a cosmo or something, he
can do that too.]
Ian
[Dex+Athletics (and for once his Dex spec actually applies!)]
Dice: 8 d10 TN6 (1, 1, 4, 4, 6, 7, 7, 8) ( success x 4 )
Ian
[And Dex+Performance, diff 8 -2 (catlike balance) -1 (aptitude)]
Dice: 8 d10 TN5 (1, 1, 3, 4, 5, 6, 8, 9, 10) ( success x 5 ) Re-rolls: 1
Ian
He
wasn't dressed for dancing, but when the woman paused and offered him
that brief, enigmatic invitation, there was barely a moment's hesitation
in his response. His smile was slow and lingering, and perhaps there
was a touch of the secret in him as well. (They were, after all, such
similar creatures.)
"Would you mind holding this for me?" He
asked a woman nearby as he slipped his arms out of the sleeves of his
suit-jacket. She seemed distracted, but allowed him to settle the coat
into her arms. Ian followed it up a moment later with his tie, pulling
open the top couple of buttons on his shirt. The sleeves he folded up to
his elbows as he gave a loose roll of his head, stretching out the
muscles in his neck. Finally, he bent down and removed his shoes and
socks. Then he leaped up in a quick, agile motion to join her on the
fountain's perimeter.
The marble was cool and slick beneath
his feet, but he held his balance, and soon he fell easily into her
rhythm, matching her movements as if they'd been dancing together their
whole lives. Gradually, he started to embellish the dance with his own
graceful flourishes. He arced up onto his toes and spun; jumped from one
part of the fountain to another; skimmed his foot daringly over the
edge of the water. The spray of fine droplets left pin-point patterns on
his expensive clothes, but it was only water. (It would dry. Unlike the
blood from his encounter earlier that week.)
Sabine
This
close, Ian can feel power and danger like heat radiating of the woman's
skin. There is the faintest taste of blood on the back of his tongue,
like a memory or a promise. For an exhilarating, impossible second
second, the spray of water from the fountain over his skin carries the
scent of rain instead of chemicals and city dust.
Ian does not
know her secrets and she knows only one of his. His blood remembers,
though he has never consciously known. She can see the stripes lurking
under his skin for what they are and he, protected by their shared blood
and his magic, can stand to be so much closer to her than the people
standing around them can bear.
Even before Ian warms up to
dancing they are awed. They want to be closer to her. They want to
touch her and to understand whatever it is that makes her seem more real
and more vibrant, but they are, all of them, too afraid. Uninvited.
That
desire, soon enough, encompasses both of them. That crowd watches a
lion and a tiger dancing at the edge of a tiny oasis. The two of them
swirling and flowing around each other like trails of dry earth isen up
like serpents on the wind. They are, both of them, captivating.
Dangerous. Intoxicating.
Who can blame those people for how
they stand transfixed? They are, some for the first and only time,
standing at the edges of a kind of light they cannot define. They are
the only ones brave enough to stand even this close.
After a time, she slows. Stops. Leaps down soundlessly onto the brick.
The crowd spills backward a little and starts to disperse at the edges. The woman holding Ian's coat and tie hovers, uncertain.
Ian
He
didn't want it to be over, but it was - all too quickly. These kinds of
moments, balanced on the edge of something great and bright and
beautiful, were always over too quickly. One could not hold them past
their time. It would be like trying to hold onto the moon.
When
the dancer (he still didn't know her name) jumped down from the
fountain, Ian joined her. The woman holding his clothes looked as though
she wanted to step away, so he collected his jacket and tie off of her
arms with a smile. "Thank you."
To the dancer he said, "I never caught your name."
Did
he notice the way the people around them seemed afraid to touch her? Of
course he did. Just as he sensed something of the predator that lived
beneath her human skin. And Ian was as wary as he might have been with
any unknown entity, but it didn't stop his curiosity, and it didn't stop
his blood from recognizing something in the way she moved.
Sabine
Freed from the weight of Ian's coat and tie, the woman melts into the crowd. Vanishes into cover.
"Sabine," the dancer says. She seems like she should sound like she is from somewhere else,
and though she does not sound at all like Denver, a low purr of a
Louisiana drawl isn't quite the kind of somewhere else her presence
calls to mind.
Her eyes stay on his. There is no challenge in
them. No threat. But the intensity in them seems like it could spark
into a wildfire. Like it could consume him. Whole blocks of the city.
Perhaps even her. Burn it to ashes. Burn everything to ashes. Burn
it clean.
Ian
Sabine.
"You're a
beautiful dancer." Ian was standing barefoot on the square with his
jacket and tie slung over one arm, talking to a stranger who might very
well be capable of killing him, but the compliment came out easily
(because it was true, and because - for whatever reason - the fear that
caused their audience to creep back couldn't quite seem to touch him.)
He reached down and picked up his shoes. "I'm Ian. Can I buy you a
drink?"
Sabine
"You're not a terrible dance
partner," she allows, but there is a spark of something playful in her
eyes, but even when she smiles the sense that at any second she might
spill from stillness into movement remains.
"I accept your offer."
Ian
Had
his life been different - had he been raised by a different side of his
family - Ian might have known why Sabine felt the way she did. He might
have known that lions and tigers do not often share space as easily as
the two of them were sharing it now. There were a rather great many
things he might have known. But he didn't. What he did know was that
being near her was like standing next to a node - overwhelming and
revitalizing all at once. She felt more alive (and more dangerous) than
anyone he'd ever met.
You're not a terrible dance partner.
He
smirked at that, sitting down briefly on one of the stone benches so
that he could make himself presentable for wherever they were headed.
When he had his shoes back on, he threaded the tie back through his
collar and stood up. The rest he could do as they walked, but he kept
his eyes on Sabine while he unrolled the cuffs on his shirt.
"There's
a bar about a block that way. I was just on my way there." He started
to walk in that direction, keeping his gaze mostly on Sabine. "You're
not from here." (Neither was he, but his accent was muted enough that
people seldom noticed.) "Somewhere further South, I think?" He cocked
his head, affording her with the kind of alluring smile that usually won
him all kinds of easy information (though he suspected already that
Sabine was not likely to be easily charmed.)
Sabine
It
is not, precisely that Sabine is not swayed by charm. Indeed, Ian's
smile is met with an answering smile. "New Orleans." If she can hear
somewhere else in his voice, she does not ask.
Sabine picks up
only a pair of sandals as they prepare to head to the bar. She does
not put them on, as unconcerned with the broken glass and filth as she
was about dancing on the edge of a fountain.
"I'm travelling
on family business." There is a weight to that statement that Ian can
recognize but not understand. Whatever she is offering must have
meaning, but what that is...had he been raised by a different side of
his family indeed.
And she waits. She is still
gliding, silent and graceful, at Ian's side. There is no pause, no
slowing. All the same, there is a sense of a vast stillness. The
danger and the power are still radiating outward from her skin, the
stillness only transforms the sense of something burning into the sense
of the potential to spring.
Ian
[Life 1, Prime 1 - can I tell what you are? diff 4 -1 (practiced)]
Dice: 3 d10 TN3 (1, 6, 8) ( success x 2 )
Ian
[Extending once so it lasts longer]
Dice: 3 d10 TN4 (4, 4, 7) ( success x 3 )
Sabine
For
all of the power simmering beneath her skin, there is no active magic
on Sabine. Ian can sense her breathing and her heart rate, senses that
there is something more to her in a way that he cannot really quantify.
But whatever power or magic clings to her, her presence is unlike any
Mage he has encountered. Whatever radiates off of her, whatever about
her both captivated and terrified all of those people, has similarities
of a kind to a Mage's Resonance, but it not so much the same.
Ian
His
pulse was still beating a bit quickly, and it wasn't entirely because
he'd been dancing. As they walked, Ian focused in on it for a few
moments, letting the rhythm of it open his senses. They were standing
close as they walked (or perhaps it only seemed that way because of
Sabine's presence.) Ian glanced over and breathed her in (her skin, her
sweat, her pheromones.) And after a time, he became aware of her pulse
beating strongly beside his own. What he felt in her pattern was... not
precisely like anything he'd felt before. She was alive - but more, somehow.
He didn't quite know what to make of it. Or her.
"The
last time I was in New Orleans was... two years ago? I was there for
work. Didn't get to stay as long as I would have liked. It's a very... resonant city. Lots of memories."
Sabine said that she was traveling on family business, as though the word family had
some kind of special weight. It did have weight for Ian, though likely
not in the same manner it did for her. He pondered that for a moment,
but let the subject rest. "Do you have anywhere to be in the morning?"
It was a leading question. The kind that implied things like: because I might like to take more of your time than just one drink.
Sabine
Ian breathes in the scent of her, the way she
has breathed in the scent of so many others. For both of them their
worlds come down to moments full of instinct and sensations.
Impressions. If she could fight against his attempts to read deeper
into who or what she is, she does not.
Sabine's eyes linger on
him, dark and ancient and blazing. Everything about her says that she
is at home in her skin. At home in this city she does not know and
probably will not stay stay long enough to know. and everything about
her screams that she does not belong in this city, that she has stepped
out of some older, more pure, more dangerous world. That of everything
around them, she is the one thing that could never belong here.
Ian asks if she has anywhere to be and Sabine laughs. There is something heavier beneath that laugh, something hard to place.
"I will go when I want to go." And that may be half-playful, but it is all challenge.
Ian
Ian smiled at that. The expression was quiet, but genuine. "I never expect anything else."
They
were nearly at the bar: an old-fashioned speakeasy-style cocktail joint
that was usually pretty well packed by this hour on a Friday. A low,
muted echo of music filtered out through the door as people came and
went. Ian slid his phone free from his pocket and glanced at it quickly.
He'd meant to text Emma to tell her to go on to the exhibit without him
(that was the plan: drinks and an art gallery) but as it happened, he
needn't bother. The text on his screen contained an apologetic
cancellation. Fate was intervening with both their plans tonight. So Ian
pocketed his phone and pulled open the door, stepping aside to allow
Sabine to enter before him.
Inside, the bar was bustling with
life and activity. Likely, Sabine's presence would quiet it a bit
(perhaps more than a bit.) The lights were soft and warm, and the decor
was polished antique. Upscale and comfortable all at once. (Very
Denver.) The music, despite the retro feel of the place, was modern
arthouse. Indie-folk like the Decemberists.
Chances were good
that they'd find a seat quickly, given the way that people stepped aside
to allow Sabine a healthy bubble of space. Ian took that in stride, and
didn't comment on it. Instead he headed for the bar and sat down,
leaving his jacket folded in his lap.
"What do you like to drink?"
Sabine
Sabine
moves through the crowd, seeming to notice the way the crowd spills
back and away from her like sleeping grass only in that she is aware
that her path is clear. She has terrified humanity for some time. She
will not flinch away from her power the same way that they do.
One cannot imagine she flinches back from much.
She
does blink when Ian asks her what she drinks. Sabine travels a lot,
but almost never into a place like this. She has absolutely no idea
what she drinks. No one takes her out drinking. She almost always
dances alone.
Still, she settles into the seat next to his and
says with perfect assurance, "I don't care. But I want it to have an
umbrella in it."
Ian
Sabine was from another
kind of place: somewhere warm and humid and deep with rich colors.
Denver was not that place, but one could pretend, for a moment. Ian
raised his eyebrows and laughed once, quietly, the way that one does
when they find something charming. He didn't often order drinks with
umbrellas in them, but for her? He could make an exception.
Except
that the bartenders (there were two of them, bustling back and forth at
the other end of the long bar,) didn't seem terribly inclined to
approach them. The two men glanced between each other and Sabine as they
poured their drinks, fascinated and reluctant all at once. (Because she
was too alive, too strong, too beautiful to be near. Like staring at
the sun.) Finally Ian pitched his voice over the crowd and the music,
raising his hand to attract the bartenders' attention.
"Hey, can we order?"
One
of the men - the older one - finally braved closer proximity. He had a
neat beard and a waxed mustache and tattoos covering both arms. He
apologized quickly for the delay, which Ian accepted with a little wave
of his hand. "I'll have a bourbon old-fashioned. She'll have a dark and
stormy, and... put an umbrella in it."
While the bartender
prepared their drinks, Ian leaned an elbow against the bar and propped
his head on the curled knuckles of his hand. "Do you always dance on
fountains in strange cities?"
Sabine
There is a little pleased curl at the corners of Sabine's lips when Ian orders her drink with an umbrella.
"No,"
Sabine says quietly. "I have danced in more forgotten temples than on
city fountains." She sounds serious, and relatively unconcerned about
his response to that news.
The older bartender comes up to
them with the drinks. Sabine watches his every hesitant step. The
umbrella in her glass appears to be caught in an earthquake. It is a
neon tangerine paper thing, and it has tiny magenta flowers printed on
it. Fragile under her fingertips.
Sabine does not entirely
succeed at hiding her delight about it. For a few seconds, Ian is
forgotten. Sabine closes the umbrella, opens it, and then sets it
gently on the table. Just far enough away from her glass to be safe
from condensation.
And then she looks back at Ian. "Where do you dance?"
Ian
Ian's
drink lacked an umbrella, but the lights above the bar made the bourbon
glow like amber. Sabine's dark rum was a richer shade as it mingled
with the lime and ginger beer. Her delicate fascination with the
umbrella was more than a little endearing. (And to think what those
hands were capable of destroying.) She said that she liked to dance in
forgotten temples, and Ian gazed at her as though she'd just said
something fascinating.
Where do you dance?
"In the grass. Under trees. On top of mountains. In my bedroom, naked. And, more often than not, on stage. I am always dancing."
A beat passed, and Ian uncoiled from his pose to lean in and whisper, "Why do I feel like I know you?"
Sabine
Sabine listens to the places that he dances. She is still smiling that tiny, pleased smile. Ian is always
dancing. Sabine understands what is to always be something, though she
does not know what it is to always be dancing. She thinks that always
dancing might be wonderful.
Ian leans closer to her, and her eyes track his movement. Calm, despite the energy that still seems to pour out from her skin.
"For
the same reason," she says, very quietly, "That you are not afraid of
me like they are." But there is a richness to her tone, something that
says she knows what that reason is. Her smile widens, just a little.
"It may be we have met in another life."
Ian
It was not only that (his blood) that made Ian capable of looking at her (of touching her)
without the sensation of being overwhelmed. Though the feeling was
still there, curling at the edge of his senses. (Like a lion at rest.
Calm and docile, but capable of striking at any moment.) But that was a
secret that Sabine had yet to discover.
They were willful creatures, Ian's kind. In all respects.
Ian
tilted his head and regarded her silently. His eyes were dark upon
dark. Finally he leaned back and took a long a drink from his glass.
When he was done he licked his lips. "I don't believe in other lives. I
believe in this one." He leaned in again, close enough that Sabine could smell whiskey and citrus on his breath.
"I want to know who you are."
Something
about the way he said it made it sound like more than that. Like he
wanted to explore her. Wrap himself in her secrets. Peel away the layers
until he found some truth underneath.
Sabine
Sabine
stays still. Her eyes still track Ian's movements, but she doesn't so
much as tilt her head. She is still so vibrant that the colors in
everything around her, even that paper umbrella, seem faded.
"This
one," she allows, "Is really the only one that matters." Ian's breath
smells like whiskey and citrus. Sabine hasn't touched her drink beyond
the umbrella, and when she closes the slight distance between them she
smells like the air just before rain. Like some kind of spices.
Who is she?
Sabine
kisses him. The very first few seconds are soft, as though she is
giving him a chance to pull away. Or perhaps, testing to see if she
will. But after the first few seconds, she is bolder. More aggressive.
One of her hands rises to rest along the edge of his jaw, angled so
that the tips of her nail press against, but do not bite into, his skin.
If he watches her other hand, it is perched on the bar, fingers set at
a similar angle to the slick wooden surface, as though poised to slice
through the thick varnish to dig into the wood beneath.
Ian
Did
she wonder about him? Who was he? Where did he come from? How is it
that the son of a tiger might find his way to Denver, Colorado? Did she
think of the boundaries she was crossing by kissing him? Was that part
of the thrill (claiming something that wasn't hers?) Or did it cease to
matter?
All cats had their secrets.
Ian didn't think
about those things, because he wasn't aware that he ought to. Given his
nature, one might imagine that even if he was, he wouldn't care. It had
been a bit of a dare, you see. The way he leaned in. The way he said: I want to know who you are. Because what he was also saying was: I want to kiss you.
And
Sabine answered it, but she made the dare her own. For all his will,
Ian could be very good at taking suggestion. Dancers had to know how to
read their partners, and how to move with them. So he let the kiss be
gentle; testing. He didn't pull away (as if there was ever a doubt.)
Instead he met her energy, feeling the shape and softness of her lips
between his own. And some half-buried instinct lit up somewhere in his
body - that same recognition he'd felt when he saw her, but stronger.
Like pieces fitting together. (No, not quite. There was a roughness
around the edges, but it was... very close.)
Sabine pushed
forward, deepening the kiss, and her nails were like claws just barely
skirting his jaw. So careful, even while she was being bold. And Ian
responded with a low sound that only she could hear. He slid his hand
into her hair, winding his fingers through the locks, and leaned forward
in his seat to press back just... a little. His teeth dragged over her
lower lip when he pulled away.
"We should have this conversation somewhere else."
Somewhere private. Somewhere safe.
Somewhere with a bed?
Sabine
They should have this conversation somewhere else.
They should not, not really, have this conversation at all. Not either of them.
But
Sabine is used to having what she wants. And she would like to have at
least one of these conversations. She may resign herself to the other.
She may not. But what good does it do either of them, not to tell him
what he is. What she is...perhaps in the course of the telling that must be. But his truths...all cats should know their own truths.
Sabine
leans back and picks up her glass, now wet with condensation, slick
beneath her fingertips like the fountain was beneath her feet. She
lifts the glass to her lips, tilts it so the liquid is in reach of her
tongue, and laps at it once, like a damned cat. Curious.
There is a little startled expression. And then a smile. Sabine takes a real drink of the dark and stormy and nods.
"We should," she says. "But I want to pick where we go this time."
Ian
They
were both used to having what they wanted. (Cats were rather adept at
that, weren't they?) Luckily for them both, at the moment their
interests seemed to align.
So Ian took another sip of his
drink, but... did not finish it. And he pulled out his billfold and
dropped enough cash on the bar to pay for both of their drinks, plus a
tip. Then he stood up.
"Lead the way."
And wherever she led, he would follow.
Sabine
Sabine finishes her drink and then smiles.
"I
have to find it first. You should give me your number so I can call
you when I do." She picks up the umbrella, slides it closed, and then
closes her hand around it.
"If you want to follow me until
then, you may be walking for a very long time." Though, judging by her
tone, she might not try to stop him from following her out of the bar.
Ian
There
was a point in the dance where it was always difficult to back away.
Even with a promise of more. Any number of things might happen to either
of them once Sabine walked out that door. But Ian was prideful (he
would not tag along behind like a pet - not for anyone,) and he was,
despite his drives, patient. Perhaps there was a flash of frustration in
his eyes - just for a moment. But it smoothed away.
"Give me your phone and I'll add it."
Perhaps she wouldn't want to do that. Perhaps she did not, per se, have
a phone. In either of these cases, he'd offer it to her verbally
instead. Otherwise, he'd add his name (but only his first name) and his
cell number to her contacts.
Then he leaned in and kissed her once, softly, on the rise of her cheekbone.
And after that, he let her go.
Sabine
Sabine
does have a phone. It is small and has actual buttons instead of a
touch screen. It may be the least flashy phone in a ten mile radius.
But she lets Ian have it. If he looks at the numbers, there are few.
Home is one, a number that he might recognize as a Louisiana area code
from his time there. Most of the numbers, and there are only perhaps a
dozen, share that same area code.
When she leaves, she takes the little paper umbrella with her.